Sad news, really sad news!

I don't wish to bore you with my problems; but i think i may feel a little light if i have someone to say this to. My in-law was shot dead today after hanging out with friends. No one seems to be able to identify the assassins. Now i don't know why am sad; well its natural for one to feel sad after hearing such news. I also know my Birthday this year is not gonna work again. (so dissapointed; thinking of when ii would get the chance to celebrate my birthday the way i want).