Worst birthday ever

I am awake now, but i don't feel like getting up cause i know what today would look like- BORING. My Birthday is here. I wish it hadn't come now. 
I can't imagine celebrating in the midst of people who are mourning. To make things worse; my family couldn't even wish my anything (am not blaming them but i feel bad). I had to beg them to be happy and smile a little for me (they tried and it did lift my spirit). 

Thanks to my friends, they have been calling and texting non-stop and even wishing me things i can't imagine. All the same HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me (feeling down; wishing a miracle would happen).


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